Maybe it's just me, but I feel sorry for the boys of SJ that are ACTUALLY on the stage performing because no matter what they do, people watching will focus on them not being complete or crying for people who aren't there. Like, how about appreciating the people who got literally forced to perform despite not being a complete group to save face/make up for the commitment SME made for them to be at the event, yeah? :/ I mean, there's been a lot of performances wherein Kibum, Kangin, Heechul and to a certain extent, Geng, weren't there even before the lawsuit and stuff, like...how about the boys who made an effort to still put on a show? I watched Sorry, Sorry and really loved it, and funnily enough, it was easier to follow the choreography of the song with lesser people. I was able to focus on Siwon's facial expressions, the funny robot-dance thing KRY do on the back during Hyuk's solo, and wow, is that Ryeowook with an awesome-manly haircut? Lesser people=more people getting attention/airtime, even if the fact obviously hurts.

When we were in the Bangkok SS2, fans screamed for Kibum and Kangin, asking for them to come back. They did it during the press conference, they did it during Shining Star, they did it when another member had to sing Kangin or Kibum's parts. I didn't join in. WHY? Because it's goddamn disrespectful, that's why. We've got 11 (eleven) individuals who took time off from their personal schedules, traveled to a different country, suffered jet lag, barely had sleep and practiced for several hours, to perform for an audience who are chanting for people WHO AREN'T EVEN THERE. Like for Christ's sake, I sincerely doubt that the members who performed in Music Core today wanted to perform because they're also suffering from the media/fan backlash, not to mention the emotional baggage of dealing with the entire Geng lawsuit. But you know what? They DID. Lord knows I wouldn't do the same if I've got a bunch of whiny entitled fans complaining about the lack of people when I freaking made an effort to be THERE.

Sorry if I sound butthurt or if I sound like I'm blaming the other members for not performing (I'm not, by the way), but it goddamn pisses me off that the members who are THERE don't get any love because people are too busy counting and focusing on the fact that they aren't complete. Eunhyuk is my bias, and I doubt that he even sleeps any more because of his schedule, but he hasn't missed ANY performance for 3rd jib except for that one wherein Kyu took over for him, and the SJM members like Siwon, Donghae, etc. haven't got much rest either, but they're THERE. Some appreciation for their effort, please? It ain't that hard.

Current Mood: aggravated

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, ELFs will wait  and this will be officially confirmed soon @@

More members of Super Junior stand up to SM Entertainment?

Title: Jealous Boyfriends and Printed Evidences
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun/Kibum, Kibum/Eunhyuk
Rating: PG
Genre: Oneshot, Fail
Summary: It is not good to let a jealous Kyuhyun walk along the corridors.
Warning: EPIC FAIL.


( ring ding dong? xD )

Current Mood: devious

Heechul-hyung's CY skin is exactly the same to Kyuhyun's.
Hae hasnt showed any reaction yet. Christmas mood.

+ so like. i disappeared for a little. did anyone notice? yeah, idk. i was gone all of last week and was on a couple days of this week. might as well make the reason public instead of just saying that i didn't feel like being around and needed a break. that excuse is true too since a lot's been going on. uck, i don't even want to talk about it so nevermind. just i'm here now and i'll try to be around more.

+ christmas is quickly approaching~ usually i'm so so so happy about this holiday because i get to give a lot and make people happy but like. real life is kind of. crap. but hopefully i'll be receiving a letter from you~~~~? list of people that want letters from me/people i'm sending letters to are:

kit-chan, belial, ana bby, eba-chan, germain, nica darling, mikky mikky mikky mikky mikky omg mikky, mayraaa~, and keyah if she ever GIVEs ME A GODDAMN LIST. D: and probably stephie even though i haven't heard from her in ages.

+ the post is here with my address. post yours if you want a letter ): why won't people give me their address ;; posting comments and then i'm like, "where'd the address go *______*" (I'M LOOKING AT YOU, CATHIEYURIRAE).

+ i'm going to try to make the letters arrive on time. the gifts are probably going to come like in the middle of january though since i've been busy and there's no way i can make them arrive on time. plus, i'll have more money to spend after i get paid the end of december so please be patient and don't brick me ;;

+ i was going to update about real life but ended up talking about letter exchange /waves flag. i think i'm officially dropping out of fandom soon.

+ TELL ME ALL ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE SINCE WE'VE LAST TALKED IN 150 WORDS. EXACTLY \o/ lmfao, i'm joking, but let's talk.

FUCK! Why did that bitches generation snsd sit near them & DIRTY their photos? GET LOST!!!!!!

Do not bow down too much Hyukjae :(

A towel with the line "Eunhyuk ♥ Donghae" xDDD
Hyukjae's anchovy hat ROFL

His anchovy hat ROFL
2 cute fish xDDDD

His dimple <3
Cinderella & his bodyguard - Simba :D

091212 Siwon @ Super Show II in Nanjing (42p)

Is he really a man?